hehs. im back for more emotional retreat. first thing, i missed my late dad, been like 5 years since the last time i saw him, esp. missed him during the hari raya period.... not that my current life isnt happy, its just isnt really perfect, like having a tart without its egg or macaroni w/o cheese, sometimes things do catch up with you, no matter how long its been.
oh yes, three years since the last time i was in love, thought it would be my first and last but i guess god had other plans for me, without that significant other, things do get pretty blue, esp. when you see your friends and relatives getting married one by one, haha, funny eh, didnt used to think this things would go across my mind, but being 21 and such, age do start to influence your thoughts, but for now, i am happy to see my friends settling down and lead a good family life.
car licence, now everybody related to me has been pestering me to get one, maybe its time huh, i do not know why i nvr took the initiative before, i guess i prefer to sleep in buses and trains rather than driving around, but its time for a change.
10:26 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
finally, my recruits have graduated from BMTC, quite a turbulent but joyful ride being a section commander, or rather i would say, section instructor, hopefully the fire that makes me work will burn till i ORD, human nature, you tend to get complacent and lazy after awhile.
seeing the happy faces of my recruits reminded me of when i was one, i am glad that they had an enjoyable experience here, thats what they said anyways, haha, i was toasted and tossed by the way during their parade, the feeling was rather great really, but i was more afraid on landing flat on my butt, haha.
ah yes, no more new spec tag on me, officially one batch behind me and new specs are coming in, hopefully they know what is in store for them here in bmtc, ive had my fair share of being treated as a newbie but i think i garnered their respect, nearly made me a platoon sergeant but really its too early in my opinion, furthermore i am rather happy with my position right now, but there is opportunity in the future as always and i would rise up to the challenge.
now i am on lull which is like a leave period, but i still have to book in and out on random basis, and its much more daunting than the normal one, because i live so freaking far in the first place, but on the positive note, i have more free time, woots, finally can get into the festive hari raya mood, hahaha.
11:42 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
aint dead yet if any of you are wondering, normal stuff really, been busy taking care of recruits, picked up my old passion which is sketching, running and more running plus busting my body, catching up with friends whenever i can because army practically stalled my social life, trying to spend more time at home so i do not turn into a stranger.
plus its rather weird, because tomorrow is national day, but i still remember the last one where i was still working at starhub, how time passes real fast and soon i will be 21, damn it, feels like the pendulum clock in my life is ticking faster and faster.
wow.
11:40 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
well, probably after this it would be a long time bfore i could post anything here, recruits are coming in, and soon i would be locked up in that island for 2 weeks, some sort like alcatraz-esque feeling to it, nah, just exaggerating, so i should really be enjoying the last free days bfore that shit.
colleagues are fine, new OC though, had an outing last thurs with them, some sort of cohesion thing, but the one doing most of the cohesion-ing (if there is such a word) with the OC seems to be me, they all seem to have their own click and all, so as i am new i know how it feels, but not that really of a similar situation as i know most of them before, so i feel awkward but at the same time relaxed, kinda awesome talking to a guy that has graduated from university, usual topics though, why he signed up and he has the info on new weapons, i am so hyped cause probably he would send me to try some of it, coze he is part of some intel group, so as you know its confidential, but its going to be quite a bitch if he sends me during my off days.
after he left, all of us went to watch hancock, well most of us. kinda stupid movie if you ask me, well, the effects were all dandy and cool but the storyline lacks depth, but what the heck eh, its kinda enjoyable anyways, esp. charlize theron, shes looking much hotter this days, kinda compensate a little i guess, lol.
then comes the f-part coze i had to book in that same night, for some shooting shit, plus i bloody missed just 1 shot to get that marksman, oh wells, there is always next year, its fun though as its been quite awhile since i shot live rounds
fall for you - secondhand serenade, emo shit right here but a nice emo song nonetheless.
2:04 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
kinda cool vid, so posted it up, although its quite an old one. by the way, it kinda related to Martin Luther King Jr.
11:50 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
%%$&#*@^&!,
damn it!!!!
lost my handphone in a cab this morning,
bloody driver said hes going to return my hp in the end nvr did,
insanely dishonest mofos this kind of people really are,
want to take my phone i wouldnt mind a shit, just give me my sim card back,
now i have to painstakingly cancel the sim card away and ask people for their no,
plus that phone was a gift, shit ass.
PISSED.
11:04 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
damn, finally the so called course is over, although it did bore the hell out of me, it is still rather enjoyable, the part i missed most probably would be the other people that ive known thru the course.
ah yes, a very good news to me, posted to my old BMTC company which is whiskey, cant wait to meet up with my sergeant there, now we are on the same level, it really feels weird to call by name, coze usually we blur recruits last time would call them sergeant, now it feels rather awkward, by the way, that will have to wait till nxt tuesday, coze the company are currently having their off before the july intake, so i am free till nxt week, except for the part where i have to attend lectures, shit sial, i live so far like hell and friday i have to book in just for 1hr of lecture, but wth, got this three stripes on my arm now, so cant really complain.
yes, on the way back home, which is really like a transition phase that nearly killed me, probably because i have to travel nearly 2hrs back, i gave my seat in the mrt to this old man and he rejected, just sit lah, i show courtesy they show me snobby attitude, lucky one old lady took the seat, sometimes i wonder, is it worth the cause? now you people know why i really need to get a license soon, but then again, there is always road arguments, pfftt...wth, anything goes.
till nxt time.
11:25 PM
the author Iskandar Shah
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1987
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