Monday, May 28, 2007
people, why dont they understand,
its not that i do not want,
its more towards that i am not ready.
most of them do not even know the real me,
sorry about that, what you see and know,
maybe only be the surface of who i am.
just being plain truthful.
3:42 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
which is on the 15th of May post i think,
didnt expect my name to turn out...
hmmm....how to put this, rather dicky?...
SOB, sometimes i wish i keep discoveries to myself.
hahaha.
9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
hello wednesday,
one more day till my back to back off day,
i feel so darn relieved that i am having you,
the reason is because i feel much more relaxed to know thursday is near,
but i am also tinkering with my thoughts,
as proposed, if i work during my off days, i will get 2 times the pay,
the insanity of absorbing all the hate calls,
instead in irony, i find them amusing,
its anger management course and eq test rolled in one.
but you could more kind to me and pass quickly,
because i need thursday and friday company.
2:55 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
finally...
time to sit back and relax,
well for only one day that is.
3:22 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
did something unexpected on sunday,
you all know it was mothers day,
so celebrated it by buying her a cake,
aint much, but i kinda surprised her,
coze i seem to be completely oblivious and all,
by the way, it was the first time i celebrated it,
cold hearted huh?
neh...coze everyday is mothers day for me,
haha.
this phrase inspires me,
if we do not make a choice, the choice makes you.
that applies really to what i am right now,
cant run away from life and reality really.
by the way, tml i will start my bloody shift,
from 430pm to 2am, yeh, i must be crazy huh,
but look at this at a different perspective,
i do not have to wake up early in the morning,
i do not have to face the insane people during peak hrs in the mrt,
i do not feel as though i am going to school instead of work,
i can go out without worrying abt the time during my off days.
furthermore, its a different kind of life,
just hope i would not have to swallow my words,
you know since this kind of work time is really kinda weird.
i found this website where you could have your own definition,
just add your own slang, twang or bang in it,
kinda funny, its all abt the wordplay really.
12:47 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
okay...i am getting hang of this job but i am still in training,
now i understand why people say this kind of work equals to no life,
but hate to contradict, i find it rather great,
you go to work, get yourself tired, go home relax and sleep,
my body seriously feels better,
but apparently my brain seems to counter that sometimes,
maybe hearing irritating people on the phone i guess.
for now, basically, ive put my heart on ice,
cause it keeps distracting me when it beats,
i am putting logical and practical brain in the lead,
so, until it gets really thawed out, which i think is like the ice age,
this heart would hibernate,
dont get it?...nvm.
pics coming right up, cause ive been holding it back for almost a week now,
east coast bbq (29 Apr)
gunung ledang (1st of May)
12:08 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
i can say alot of things has happen the past few days,
from bbq outing with friends, to gunung ledang at malaysia with family,
and me getting a job at starhub as a temp IT helpdesk which starts tomorrow,
oh yes, from 3:30 pm to 1am, vampiric times eh,
well, just finished a temp job today, i can come to a conclusion,
i think i may be addicted to working.
oh wells, pics will be up soon as soon as i catch back my breath,
i must say, i am loving the fast lane of life, just hope i can pace myself,
its like an adrenaline rush to the body in a different way,
just hope it will last till i will be call up for NS,
i am so addicted to this, hahaha.
11:30 PM
