thought it would be something small coze usually if i get sick i just shrug it off,
but damn, i cant sleep till 6am ystrday, the burning throat sensation was unbearable,
and there are blisters near the side of my lips that formed before this,
i could not sleep so i went to research more abt my symptom,
went wikipedia as usual, and found out why i got the thing,
its kind of a viral infection maybe caused by stress and other psychological matters,
due to weather conditions as well, blah blah blah....
but the thing is, i didnt knew i was stressed out, haha.
went to the doc in the morning, and briefly told the doc what i had,
the doc was kind of shocked coze i knew what my sickness was,
oh wells, better to know your own body first so i could know what it needs,
told that i got this inflammed throat thats killing me, the blister is freaking stingy and a slight cough,
viola, he prescribed me the medicine for the ailments,
had to bloody took a mc for today coze i was supposed to work,
there goes my one days pay....plus i had to burn some for the medical fee,
and totalling the amount of off days to 4, i had 2 days off and one day i applied,
but didnt knew today i would fall sick so, things happen unexpectedly i guess.
how i spent the day today?
catching up on my sleep that was diminished the night before with music lulling me,
been quite awhile since i had the opportunity to do this,
to tell you the truth my mind felt totally refreshed,
it would have been better if it had rained, then it would be a perfect sunday.
2:16 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
going on 20, i feel old already,
on second thought, neh, i feel great.
many thanks to wishes from friends,
just a thought to say "happy birthday" is nice to warm my heart,
most importantly bring a smile to my face.
12:40 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
in need of a sweet escapade to some place other than singapore,
probably to a nice beach with plenty of sun and clear blue sea,
i need to refresh my mind and embrace the beauty that is life,
just a couple of days, without stress and worries.
breathe in the sea with a scent almost bitter yet relaxing, as you lay, you could hear the seagulls and waves crashing, gaze into the clear blue sky with clouds forming shapes, your mind relaxes and you fall into a deep yet alluring dream.
3:54 AM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
like a twist of fate, my working life suddenly turned into horror, i hate unpredictability, sometimes its too harsh, apparently the people there thought that weekends morning was better for us, yes, better in terms of us picking up more calls than ever.
f***, last min, they said we are suppose to work in the morning during weekends, which does not necessary means a bad thing, but its just that, my body clock is screwed, and now i have to balance waking up.
oh wells, apparently what you lost, you gain, supposedly bad, but i think its better coze now i can go out during weekends, furthermore, i realised, its really a positive thing.
when i read back, its really more of an incentive, hmmm...maybe god is hearing me, i thank the almighty, now more time for me with my family and friends.
talking abt that, i went bugis just now, nice change really, got to experience after-work hours outing,
that is considered normal compared to those after 2am, met with my friends whom are having their book out sessions, not bad, catched up with them, and i managed to buy a few t-shirts, oh yes, i think im addicted to t-shirts, i keep buying them nowadays.
okay, sunday morning is here, so au revoir, slumber calls for the early morning.
1:40 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
crazy shit right there, buffalo calf survives brutal attack by lions, always seen lions killing other animals, now one rare sight of them getting owned, and by the way, there is a crocodile trying its luck too, damn shite, should show this in discovery channel.
neh, not an environmentalist, but since working in starhub, youtube has kept me company aside from msn, without em' i think i would rot in the chair till 2am.
yeap, last month of me working here has begun, gonna make full use of it, get to know everyone before i leave, overall the experience has been fun and stressful i guess, but kudos to the people there, they are the ones that made the thing fun, had loads of laughters and such with them, hopefully i will still keep in touch.
emotions aside, i still havent got my shoe and clothes, and i got to get a hp with no camera, gotta prepare... sighs....
alright, ive started working out after work nowadays, bloody shit, 50 push ups and i feel like shit, today managed 3 sets of 20, so it wont put pressure on my arms, jumping jacks and situps included, its been awhile really...i feel the pain already, more to come, most probably i will include jogging, but at 3am its kind of hard, the bed looks so tempting, after 3 days, i can feel the difference a little i guess, so...wish me luck on my fitness routine.
ok then, enough blabbering.
4:07 AM
the author Iskandar Shah
Multimedia
Loves Art And Sports
Not Forgetting MUSIC
1987
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