hehs. im back for more emotional retreat.
first thing, i missed my late dad,
been like 5 years since the last time i saw him,
esp. missed him during the hari raya period....
not that my current life isnt happy, its just isnt really perfect,
like having a tart without its egg or macaroni w/o cheese,
sometimes things do catch up with you, no matter how long its been.

oh yes, three years since the last time i was in love,
thought it would be my first and last but i guess god had other plans for me,
without that significant other, things do get pretty blue,
esp. when you see your friends and relatives getting married one by one,
haha, funny eh, didnt used to think this things would go across my mind,
but being 21 and such, age do start to influence your thoughts,
but for now, i am happy to see my friends settling down and lead a good family life.

car licence, now everybody related to me has been pestering me to get one,
maybe its time huh, i do not know why i nvr took the initiative before,
i guess i prefer to sleep in buses and trains rather than driving around,
but its time for a change.