didnt realise the previous post was my longest post ever, haha.

okay, i was just into a deep conversation with a friend about going into university,
did some pretty intensive research and the courses that are available out there,
nafa caught my eye but they need professional experience and good portfolio,
it means i have to work in the multimedia line and build my portfolio,
i think after NS i would do just that, get a job in the multimedia industry,
and talking about NS, are they scheming something up or what,
i still havent got my enlistment letter, darn it.

seriously if i had a choice, i would go overseas but yea..its the whole independent thing,
i dont feel good about using my parents money since im already an adult by then,
even though they keep insisting that money is for my education,
why cant they understand, its time for them to relax, stop worrying about me,
maybe go on a honeymoon or better, pilgrimage to mecca,
and they still have my younger siblings to contend with,
haha, i think most probably i would become a bachelor who is in his 30s and not married,
yeah...i am career driven alright, hopefully that mentally stays cause i have ambitions to fulfill,
anyways, i always have this mindset of completing my life before settling down,
shite, maybe i am thinking way far ahead, but its a step to keep me focused.




digging this song right now, just like the acoustic tune but maybe its meaningful to some, enjoy.