yup, back from the SISPEC course at last,
well comparing to my previous army buddies that went to OCS,
i am considered quite lucky really.

the pace of the course is quite slow initially,
until they started to go into overdrive and thats where everything goes topsy-turvy,
my knee has been giving me problems for the past day or two,
seriously, its nothing like ive felt before, the sharp pain near the joints almost unbearable at times,
when i was in bmtc, i nvr got excused before nor got injured,
but this thing is really bothering me, walking now almost becomes a torture,
now i am at a stand-still whether to report it or just bear until it goes away, hopefully,
because its rather easy for you to get out of course when ure in SISPEC,
rather afraid they would label me unfit for the course because i really want to advance.

oh god, the misery of pain, would you pls take it away before it drains me,
now i have 4 days to really evaluate the situation, since they gave us a break due to the new year,
and i have to really pray hard that my right knee gets better.